Today, 11 october 2009, is very dark and sad ... I woke up, sat by the computer, watching the news and ... then I stopped breathing. "Boyzone star Stephen Gately is dead". No, no, no, noo! This is just a bad dream, I need to wake up now. I WANT to wake up now ...

I can't believe it's true!
Stephen is dead!

Boyzone was always my favourite band, my favourite music. I grew up with their music and OH how I loved Stephen. He was my number one. My walls was taped with Boyzone posters and pictures, I was truly a huge fan!

I went to London last year to see them in concert, their reunion tour after 10 years. It was magical! I went to London this May to see them again and it was one of the best night of my life! And now, I will never see Boyzone again! Never hear them live again! And now I'm crying. I can't stop crying!