Today, 11 october 2009, is very dark and sad ... I woke up, sat by the computer, watching the news and ... then I stopped breathing. "Boyzone star Stephen Gately is dead". No, no, no, noo! This is just a bad dream, I need to wake up now. I WANT to wake up now ...

I can't believe it's true!
Stephen is dead!

Boyzone was always my favourite band, my favourite music. I grew up with their music and OH how I loved Stephen. He was my number one. My walls was taped with Boyzone posters and pictures, I was truly a huge fan!

I went to London last year to see them in concert, their reunion tour after 10 years. It was magical! I went to London this May to see them again and it was one of the best night of my life! And now, I will never see Boyzone again! Never hear them live again! And now I'm crying. I can't stop crying!

I've finally seen Halfbloodprince! Two weeks after the premier and I'm a hardcorefan. But I've been seriously ill, swineinfluenza, it's been really agonazing that everyone except me have seen the bloody movie and I'm the hardcorefan. Even my parents saw the movie before me, I'm sure they saw it just to tease me. *muttering*

Well, I love the movie ofcourse, it's Harry Potter and I'm a hardcorefan. But there is so much I miss (Remus) and so much I'm disappointed with. I think I had too high expectations!

But I love Harry in this movie, he's adorable, especially when he drinks the Felix Felicis and gets almost high. <3 God, I laughed so much at that!

But seriously, did Fenrir actually say anything, at all? He just growled ... I like that tho. (bite me)

Wish there was more Remus <3

Anyone know where I can find Remus Lupin fanart/fanfics?

Where can I find really good Remus fanfics?